Immobileyesed, August 13th, 2009

Go ahead and chalk it up to secrecy again,
Hiding behind stories of who you were back then,
While switching hopes of what could be
To now what could have been,
You've regained the mirrored void you wanted in your stare,
To wander in that nothingness with no emotions bared,
But now it's there, and now you see,
You just wanted her to care.
You've perfected arts of disguised desire,
Walked alone through white hot fire,
But now those selfish dreams and visions
Are swallowed whole as the flames burn higher,
The rising heat confounds the senses,
Lifetime's merging into all three tenses,
Creating your blade's self-inflicted incision,
That breaks and tears down your defenses.